Thats it...

No more faffing about, no more sitting around doing nothing, no more being a lazy unhealthy slob!!

I am fed up of being me, im fed up with myself, im sick to death of saying things, thinking things, wanting changes and nothing happening, well not any more. Im going to become a person that I actually like, a person im happy and proud to be

A good friend of mine recently asked me, if a leopard can really change its spot...and well as much as I wanted to be encouraging towards her, I wasn't actually sure, as I had been doubting the very same things myself....however, perhaps a leopard can change its spots, it just needs to try harder, and let other people help it more...not that im implying said friend isn't trying...more so a message to myself!!

So people, I ask for your help, if and wherever possible, because im realising that I am merely human, and that I am far from perfect, but accepting this is no reason to not strive towards my best, the best, God's best so if I swear, hit me, if I moan, pick me up on it

I need to read my bible more, help others more, be nicer towards people, be a better, stronger, more loyal and loving person, I need to be so much more like God wishes me to be, and so much less like I am currently...

So guys, I need your help, I need encouragement, I need shouting at, I need reminders, I need Godly words, I need helping hands, listening ears, loving hearts...and regular kicks up the butt-so push me in this journey, because I know I can do it, because with God at my side...

EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE

'What we are is God's gift to us. What we become is our gift to God'~Eleanor Powell

Amen <3

Go in peace, for the Lord is with you, always and forever

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