The sound of sheer silence

Do you ever get the feeling that you're meant for more, that you're destined for greater things? Do you ever get the feeling that you're meant to be doing something, going somewhere? Lately I've been feeling like God is driving me forwards, like he's telling me to get off my lazy butt and get moving, start living out my faith. I feel like I'm being driven to praise him, not just on a Sunday, but the whole week through, I feel as though he wants me to go somewhere, and do something, something worthy, something great.....now don't get me wrong,  I'm not being big headed,....I don't feel that I deserve this calling, I don't feel that I'm so good that of course he wants to use me for his purposes.... I guess I just feel something a pull from somewhere, a message that's trying to get through....I'll keep praying into it, because right now, I'm doubting whether or not its even coming from God, or simply from myself, yearning for a...

Today I went to G2,  an informal cafe style worship service, that I've been meaning to check out since being in York and just haven't got round to doing so, well today, I did...and it was good :) We had communion...but in the run up to that, we were told a story, a story of a man, who was a wonderful friend, who did good to so many people, a man who was betrayed, and hung on a cross to die, a man who ultimately gave his body and his blood for the forgiveness of our sins...the story proceeded to tell of the mans friends, of how after his death they looked back, fondly, remembering that time when Jesus broke bread and drank wine with them, for he knew what was about to come....but not only this, they remembered the time when he fed so many people on a beach, they remembered when he walked on water, they remembered the many times when they feasted together, they remembered the time when Jesus healed people....and the list goes on, and on, and on.. Well that was their story, an...