“Only as high as I reach can I grow, only as far as I seek can I go, only as deep as I look can I see, only as much as I dream can I be.” Everytime i read this quote, im struck by how lazy, worthless, and rubbish I am, in terms of where I could be...I think about all the things God has planned for me, all the good I can do, all the change I can be...and I realise how badly i've let myself down, how badly i've let God down, its basically like me giving someone all these things, and them turning round and saying, thanks...but no thanks, il stick with this useless rubbish thing i've already got. I am a child of God, a sacred, blessed, loved, worthy person of God, and I need to embrace this, I need to live so his light shines in me, and through all that he has given me, I need to live my life through him, for him, in homage to his overwhelming grace... I need to kneel before him, in worship, in pray, just as I am, not as i wish to be, nor as I think I ought to be, but simply as...