Stretching oneself...

“Only as high as I reach can I grow, only as far as I seek can I go, only as deep as I look can I see, only as much as I dream can I be.”

Everytime i read this quote, im struck by how lazy, worthless, and rubbish I am, in terms of where I could be...I think about all the things God has planned for me, all the good I can do, all the change I can be...and I realise how badly i've let myself down, how badly i've let God down, its basically like me giving someone all these things, and them turning round and saying, thanks...but no thanks, il stick with this useless rubbish thing i've already got.

I am a child of God, a sacred, blessed, loved, worthy person of God, and I need to embrace this, I need to live so his light shines in me, and through all that he has given me, I need to live my life through him, for him, in homage to his overwhelming grace...

I need to kneel before him, in worship, in pray, just as I am, not as i wish to be, nor as I think I ought to be, but simply as myself, I need to open my heart to him, give today over to him, give myself over to him, for it is by his love that I am alive, it is by his love that I can grow and change

I offer my life to you Lord, all that I have been, all that I am, and all that I hope to be, I will offer up my life, in spirit and truth, in surrender I must give my every part, Lord recieve the sacrifice of my broken heart

Amen <3

Go in peace, for the Lord is with you, always and forever

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