Time flies...

I have been so busy lately, its insane, I can't believe its August already, its the 6th...so I leave the country in 15 days, 2 weeks tomorrow :s That's really scary-I can't believe it's happening so soon, i've got so much to do, im really getting scared now, like im so unbelievable excited, but it really is sinking in now, I feel sick....Im going to miss so many people...what if I can't do it, what if im not strong enough...arghh!!!

Its really happening, its actually real-I can't wait, but I really don't want to leave people, I don't want to lose people :s

Im doubting myself, and it making me doubt God, which I know is daft, because God is all loving and is in charge of the bigger picture...but what if it falls apart whilst im out there?

What if Grandma dies, what if my Dad gets ill again, what if he gets really ill?? What if something happens to Charis, what if someone gets hurt-what if!!

Mess of me-Switchfoot

I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain't no drug that they could sell
Ah, there ain't no drug to make me well

There ain't no drug
Its not enough
There ain't no drug
The sickness is myself

This is how I feel about the whole food thing at the minute-Its odd, im not sure how to deal with it, maybe im making it a big thing, when its really not, maybe I should just leave it to do its thing, and see what happens???

Im so confused.... :s

But I guess, regardless of my confusion, I know im loved, by such a wonderous, merciful God

What Faith Can Do-Kutless

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

Amen <3

Go in peace, for the Lord is with you, always and forever

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